Fear

“My Worst Day in College_x000D_
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I was anxious to go to college again to get a degree as a Registered Nurse. _x000D_
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R.N was my goal at the beginning, but I couldnt do it, because is too expensive. Right _x000D_
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now I am working as a pharmacy technician in a hospital, and they have incentive for _x000D_
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workers that have interest to be a registered nurse witch is critical recruitment in that _x000D_
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hospital, but it was hard for me to make that decision. Because of my family, I spend _x000D_
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four years working two jobs and I had very little time to be with my kids. The last two _x000D_
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months that I worked at second job, it was horrible, and I felt miserable. Now I am _x000D_
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happy because I have a better salary and benefits, witch is good for me and my family._x000D_
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One night, I went to bed; I felt asleep and I had a dream where I was in class, and _x000D_
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I felt very happy to be in class. I do not remember what subject I was taking. Next _x000D_
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morning I remembered my dream. I kept thinking of the possibility to enroll in college, _x000D_
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but I felt guilty leaving my kids again, because my husband makes me feel like an_x000D_
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irresponsible mother. Anyway; I spoke to my husband about the possibility to go to _x000D_
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college, he never says yes or no but I knew he was not happy. I decided to go _x000D_
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to LA TRADE COLLEGE for registration. I went to information line. They gave me an _x000D_
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application with a bunch of steps. I never thought it was going to be this difficult; all I _x000D_
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wanted to do was to take an English class, when I went to pick up my print out, I looked _x000D_
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at it, and I asked why it said stand by. He replied to me When you came in your first _x000D_
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day of college ask your instructor. Then I said ok and I waited._x000D_
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Finally; the first day to go to college came on October 26, 2004, it was raining _x000D_
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and cool.  I got in to the class, it was full. Intermediate Reading & Composition is the _x000D_
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name of the class and the instructor name is Prof. Carman He seeme… “